Always on my mind

..........

2009-03-27T11:28:00.000-07:00

Again it has been a long time since this blog was updated, time flies it really does,its already into march of year 2009... Im doing fine btw, for those of you who were wondering where am i or so. currently im studying in Inti UC, well that what i would say, im enjoying life here, friends are great, food are...hmmm oh well Penang still the best... so what am i currently doing? Just another night, watching an exciting movie which got started from english class, no more educating rita but Chronicle of Narnia is the movie we watched during english class..cool huh... well off to get my good night rest before a heatic day full of study tomorrow...nitex world....

Welcoming the new year..2009

2008-12-31T03:29:00.000-08:00

New year resolution?
Don't have much, just don't want to screw this chance given...Walk the talk, as also in my walk with Christ...

Count down in blogger...LoL

New Year's Countdown & MySpace Layouts

HSC

2008-12-26T13:24:00.001-08:00

Here is the clip some of us have put together, hope that it will reminds us for all the ups and downs we been through together for the year 2008...

12/12/2008

2008-12-26T12:16:00.000-08:00

I know is been a while since i have blogged, my lazy-ness kinda creep in yet again...LOl.. Okay back to the post, it is a bit backdated, but ya... How shall i put it...Hmmm, A fairytale in the making? or A real life fairytale perhaps? A date with "Cinderella"...LoL..

Tick-tock, tick-tock, the time to pick mi "Cinderella" up for the night is nearing, rushing against time, i step on the accelerator hope that will not be late for our very first night out, but failed in the attempt, was cought up in a jam with anxious Penangite trying to get home after a long days of work, so in the end late as usual, failed to make first good impression...Im sorry for being late again=(...

Finally, got through the jam, now the heart pounding moment, as nearing her house, the sound of my heart pounding more and more rapidly, maybe because is almost a year since we seen each other... LoL.. Reached, and alerted her with the touch of magic(sms)...Hmmm, then saw this familiar face, which to me is as beautiful as a princess walking towards the carriage(car), lol then we are off to a wonderful journey for the rest of the night...Shall let the pictures tell the story...

Me and Mel ("Cinderella")

The dance, spot me if you can...LoL

The moment of truth...(just for fun)

Here are some of the moments in the making of the fairytale...

Me giving speech....

PQ and Mel

The 3 Angels(Mel,Py,Hui hui)

Phey Chien and Me

Me and Shi Zu

Me and the loving couple(yt and jx)

My so called Charlie's angels...Haha

Py's angels...
Oh well, there is always a male version of Charlie's angels...LoL

Yup, that pretty sums up the fairytale story...No after party or anything, as you know how the story of Cinderella goes...LoL

~The End~

Credits...
-Special thanks to Melissa aka princessy for going to this dinner with me, and your compliment of a props to a gentlement, lol brother and sister in Christ always?haha
-Thanks to Hai sherng and Py for being such a wonderful mc, and your time that you have sacrifice.
-Thanks to all Sosam committee, Melvern,Jac,Jan,Joe,Wei Xue and ect for all your effort and self-less sacrifice to make this a successful event...
-Last but not least, my friends and fellow hsc student for all your supports and time...Thank you and GOD bless you all...

Our daily bread

2008-12-16T01:28:00.000-08:00

Sorry guy, wasn't able to keep the commitment on publishing the our daily bread on my blog as mention at the start of the month, was kinda busy...So click here, will directly bring you to our daily bread website...

The game i LOVE.....part 1

2008-12-02T06:07:00.000-08:00

What is the game that keep me blood pumping, and thrill at all time? The speed, the movement, the way of dribbling pass the defender, the shot at goals, and the skill to whack the ball till it produces huge impact...Hmmm football? In the past and present but I'm talking about something else...Whats that? guys and girls let me introduce you to this game, a game of FLOORBALL...LOL

Well what is it?
A game that is almost similar to ice hockey, but is played on a court rather than ice and It is played with sticks made of composite or carbon and a plastic ball that has 26 small holes. Get what i mean? LOL no worries, a picture is worth a thousand words....

Get what I meant now?LOL

So what is it so exciting?
To me, the excitment comes from the pace and movement of the game and control of the ball... But before that shall let ya all get to know some some about floorball.

So that is all for the game that i love...lol

對不起,我愛你

2008-12-01T08:10:00.001-08:00

The drama i so love...haha
This is the ending part, prefered the guy who sing this...

Updates...I guess?

2008-12-01T05:01:00.000-08:00

Hello people,I'm back...Lol not back from vacation or something, am just lazy to blog, so here am i back blogging again...

Recall....
What have i done for the past few weeks....Hmmmmmm
Alumni night stuff....
Sosam video clip....
Bought a book to read....(I know, so not me XD )
Wasting alot of time on my new ps2 games....
Go water sports with the gang....
Movie....
Pool....
Went for Penang bridge Run....
Watch korean drama till morning....
Oh and have some sports goodies from my uncle in the US....
LOl and sis bought a tie, formal wear, new sports shoes and a brought back a coat for me from Melaka....goody:)
last but not least money go out like mad =(

Let me see what is more interesting to talk on....
Video clip, first time doing it, can't really do much with the pictures as it is not like the English Ad we have done this year. Worked on it for 3 days straight with Sean, but we still stuck on the first section, because while doing the clip, his also busy packing and preparing for Australia so ya...Anyway Thanks for your contribution and time Sean, ALL THE BEST there, in 10 years time will go there and meet u (maybe)...LOL so nothing much more about it, shall wait for Hai Sherng to come back and help out...

Aha about this book i bought the other day, other than text book, comic , i think this is the first story book i bought in my whole 18 years, I know i'm not much of a reader, so have decided to change that...LOL my first story book = my first step...
I bought this,
90-minutes in Heaven

Is about a guy where he met with an accident and was pronounce dead for 90 minutes, and through that, he went to Heaven and this book is about his experience in HEAVEN.

Vow to change my act, will finish this book and my Bible during the holidays...haha

ps2 games...hmmm nothing just need for speed undercover and some other games...

Water sports....
Let the picture do the talking, lazy...

Think this is after playing banana boat...

Before going back, hmmm still waiting for others to send pictures...

Movies....
Watched a few, don't really remember but just one thing Burn is so long-winded...geram watching it...haha

Okay bridge run, the day before the event started, me, Jo Jin, Hai Sherng, Ccy, Judy and Shi Zu slept over at Sek Hong place because his place is near to qb where there starting point is. So ya thanks for you being a good host. Back to the race, went for it, ran in the 25 km categories with Hai Sherng. Hmm started at 4.30, and we took 3 and a half to finish it, was an experience...And the funny part was, after just 15 minutes, we saw people starting peeing beside the bushes and drain, it was funny...So finish bla bla bla, eagerly waiting for the lucky draw event to win a sage but sadly went to a guy who ran faster than us which is 200 place before us=( ....

group pic time...LOL

Just for fun...Lol

Drama time, i downloaded this korean drama "对不起我爱你" in Januay, at first it doesn't look interesting so just left it there, but some time during last week was just so bored so end up watching it, surprising it turns out to be a good one, touching nia..So end up watching it till the next morning...haha

对不起我爱你

朴孝信 - 雪之花

雪之花-朴孝信 lyric

어느새 길어진 그림자를 따라서

eo neu sae gil leo jin keu lim ja leul dda la seo
何时开始追随着渐长的影子
땅거미 진 어둠속을 그대와 걷고 있네요.

Ddang geo mi jin eo dum sok geul keu dae wa geod go iss ne yo
在漆黑的夜幕里与她同行
손을 마주 잡고 그 언제까지라도

Son neul ma ju jab go keu eon je gga ji la do
牵着手无论到何时
함께 있는것만으로 눈물이 나는 걸요.

Ham gge iss neun geos man eu lo nun mul li na neul geol yo
都会为在一起而流泪
바람이 차가워지는만큼 겨울은 가까워 오네요

Ba lam mi cha ka weo ji neun man keum gyeo ul leun ga gga weo o ne yo
就像风渐冷一样冬季也渐近了
조금씩 이 거리 그 위로 그대를 보내야 했던

Jo geum ssik gi geo li keu wi lo keu dae leul bo nae ya haess deon
渐渐地这条街也迎来了
계절이 오네요.

Gye jeol li o ne yo
送走她的那个季节
지금 올해의 첫눈꽃을 바라보며

Ji geum ol hae yi cheos nun ggoch cheol ba la bo myeo
现在望着今年的初雪花瓣
함께 있는 이 순간에 내 모든걸 당신께 주고 싶어

Ham gge iss neun I sun gan ne nae mo deul geol dang sin gge ju go sip peo
在一起的这一个瞬间想将我所有的一切都给亲爱的你
이런 가슴에 그댈 안아요.

I leon ka seum me keu dael an na yo
这份心情她可知晓
약하기만 한 내가 아니에요 이렇게 그댈 사랑하는데

Yak ka gi man han nae ga a ni e yo I leoh ke keu dael sa lang ha neun de
我不是一直都弱不禁风我是如此地深爱着她
그저 내맘이 이럴뿐인거죠.

Keu jeo nae mam mi I leol bbun nin geo jyo
只不过有我的心如此而已
-간주중-
演奏中
그대곁이라면 또 어떤일이라도

Keu dae gyeot chi la myeon ddo eo ddeon il li la do
如果是在她的身边无论是什麼事情
할 수 있을 것만 같아 그런 기분이 드네요.

Hal su iss seul geos man gat ta keu leon gi bun ni deu ne yo
什麼都可以为她做我感觉再次有了
오늘이 지나고 또 언제까지라도

O neul ni ji na go ddo eon je gga ji la do
过了今天无论到何时
우리 사랑 영원하길 기도하고 있어요.

U li sa lang yeong won ha gil ki do ha go iss seo yo
都在祈祷着我们的爱可以永久
바람이 나의 창을 흔들고 어두운 밤마저 깨우면

Ba lam mi na yi chang leul hon deul go eo du eun bam ma jeo ggae u myeon
如果风吹动着我的窗也唤醒着黑夜
그대 아픈 기억 마저도 내가 다 지워줄게요.

Keu dae a peun ki eok ma jeo do nae ga da ji weo jul ge yo
我会连她痛苦的记忆都一同抹去
환한 그 미소로

Hwan han keu mi so lo
用灿烂的微笑
끝없이 내리는 새하얀 눈꽃들로

Ggeut eobs si nae li neun sae ha yan nun ggoch deul lo
不停地飘落的白色雪花
우리 걷던 이 거리가 어느새 변한것도 모르는체

U li geod deon ni geo li ga eo neu sae byeon han geos do mo leu neun che
不知何时将我们走过的这条街变白了
환한 빛으로 물들어가요.

Hwan han bich cheu lo mul deul leu ga yo
闪着明亮银光
누군가 위해 난 살아 갔나요.

Nu gun ga wi hae nan sal la gass na yo
我是为了某一个人而活着
무엇이든 다 해주고 싶은

Mu eos si deun da hae ju go sip peun
无论什麼都想为她去做
이런게 사랑인줄 배웠어요.

I leon ge sa lang in jul bae weoss seo yo
学会了这就是爱
혹시 그대 있는곳 어딘지 알았다면

Hok si keu dae iss neun geos eo din ji al lass da myeon
如果我知道她所在的地方是在哪里
겨울밤 별이 돼 그대를 비췄을텐데.

Gyeo ul bam byeol li dwae keu dae leul bi cheoss seul ten de
都会变成冬季的星星照亮着她
웃던 날도 눈물에 젖었던 슬픈 밤에도

U deon nal do nun mul le jeoj jeoss deon seul peun bam me do
在欢声笑语或在被泪水浸透的悲伤日子里
언제나 그 언제나 곁에 있을께요.

Eon je na keu eon je na gyeot te iss seul gge yo
无论何时都会陪伴在你身边
지금 올해의 첫눈꽃을 바라보며

Chi geum mol hae yi cheo nun ggoch cheul ba la bo myeo
现在望着今年的初雪花瓣
함께 있는 이 순간에 내 모든걸 당신께 주고 싶어

Ham gge iss neun I sun gan ne nae mo deul geol dang sin gge ju go sip peo
在一起的这一个瞬间想将我所有的一切都给亲爱的你
이런 가슴에 그댈 안아요.

I leon ka seum me keu dael an na yo
这份心情她可知晓
울지말아요 나를 바라봐요.

Ul ji mal la yo na leul ba la bwa yo
不要哭请看着我
그저 그대의 곁에서 함께이고 싶은 맘 뿐이라고

Keu jeo keu dae yi gyeot te seo ham gge I go sip peon mam bbun ni la go
我只是想陪伴在她的身边与她在一起
다신 그댈 놓지 않을게요.

Da sin keu dael noh ji anh neul ge yo
我不会再放手了
끝없이 내리며 우릴 감싸온

Ggeut eobs si nae li myeo u lil kam ssa on
不停飘落的围绕我们的
거리 가득한 눈꽃 속에서

Geo li ga deug tan nun ggoch sok ge seo
这满街的雪花中
그대와 내 가슴에 조금씩 작은 추억을 그리네요.

Keu dae wa nae ka seum me jo geum ssik jak geun chu eok geul keu li ne yo
有一点怀念她与我心中的小小的记忆
영원히 내 곁에 그대 있어요.

Goodies time...Lol

Uncle bought this, for me to work out...

Sis bought a new pair of sports shoes for me...nice..

Last, formal wear..Coat remains in its cover, shall surprise u all...haha

Tired now, fuyo finished at last...lol nitex ppl...GOD bless to all...Oh and from tomorrow onwards, my blog will have a special section for daily bread for u all...Enjoy

Soon..........

2008-11-09T03:09:00.000-08:00

Though finals have come and go, but I'm still quite busy with some stuff...No worries, lol gonna update after tuesday...Now let me just rest my weary mind, and tired body....haha Nitex

~All Star~ by smash mouth

2008-10-30T22:18:00.000-07:00

Just believe we are an all star, everything is possible...LoL

Hmmm... This is such Old School, come on ya lets speed it up..Helium Voice/Chipmunk sound..whatever u call it la...haha

Phew....Cant catch my breathe...haha..Enjoy ppl

All Star Lyric...
Somebody once told me the world is gonna roll me
I ain't the sharpest tool in the shed
She was looking kind of dumb with her finger and her thumb
In the shape of an "L" on her forehead

Well the years start coming and they don't stop coming
Fed to the rules and I hit the ground running
Didn't make sense not to live for fun
Your brain gets smart but your head gets dumb

So much to do so much to see
So what's wrong with taking the back streets
You'll never know if you don't go
You'll never shine if you don't glow

[Chorus:]
Hey now you're an All Star get your game on, go play
Hey now you're a Rock Star get the show on get paid
And all that glitters is gold
Only shooting stars break the mold

It's a cool place and they say it gets colder
You're bundled up now but wait 'til you get older
But the meteor men beg to differ
Judging by the hole in the satellite picture

The ice we skate is getting pretty thin
The waters getting warm so you might as well swim
My world's on fire how about yours
That's the way I like it and I never get bored

[Repeat Chorus 2x]

Somebody once asked could you spare some change for gas
I need to get myself away from this place
I said yep what a concept
I could use a little fuel myself
And we could all use a little change
Well the years start coming and they don't stop coming
Fed to the rules and I hit the ground running
Didn't make sense not to live for fun
Your brain gets smart but your head gets dumb
So much to do so much to see
So what's wrong with taking the back streets
You'll never know if you don't go
You'll never shine if you don't glow

[Repeat Chorus]

爱~不须真正拥有

2008-09-25T09:08:00.001-07:00

Don't really fancy Cantonese Songs, but this song portrait my heart struggles and feelings...maybe its just best to let go, the something....someone...

(p/s: i still like the TVB version more, so ya)

愛不夠

林峰

收藏在眼眸常徘徊左右爱猜到没有
愉快玩笑後能全然退後你开心就够
这种感觉太亲厚讲一千句也不够
假使讲了你听到後或会走
这种恋爱太罕有不须真正拥有
成全衷心祝福然後就放手
放手放开所有彼此更自由
放手其实我绝非爱得不够
放手豁出所有还有这个好友
已经已经足够
遥远是宇宙静静在背後去看守就够
这种感觉太亲厚讲一千句也不够
即使一刹有过冲动挽你手
这种恋爱太罕有不须真正拥有
成全多舍不得仍然是放手
放手放开所有彼此更自由
放手其实我绝非爱得不够
放手豁出所有还有这个好友
已经已经足够
放手我的牵挂找不到尽头
放手期望你幸福甚麽都有
也许爱很深厚然而我早看得透
放手至可拥有

FINALS!!!

2008-09-16T22:43:00.001-07:00

What is love?

2008-09-11T09:24:00.000-07:00

Here are some of the definitions on love from some of the different Bible dictionaries and commentaries:

-Unselfish, benevolent concern for another; brotherly concern; the object of brotherly concern or affection

-The self-denying, self-sacrificing, Christ-like love which is the foundation of all other graces

-Unselfish, loyal and benevolent concern for the well being of another

-The high esteem which God has for His human children, and the high regard which they in turn should have for Him and other people

-To love, to have affection for someone; to be a friend; the love of brothers for each other

Is this love? Which is represented with these definition? For the past few days i have been thinking over some stuff and issue, I'm just so tired, so empty really and start to feel like I'm laughing like a gay sometimes(great pretender)...And love that is been more than an emotion to me, so great and wonderful for all this while just turn from all the above to something that only bring hurts and no benefits...

Then towards just now, when i told some people whats my view on love... The respond is like your damn emo, so negative and so on...Like looking at whats happening around, just felt like a fool being played around, been taken for granted and all, so really whats the point of love? Then was starting to see that even GOD so love the world and still is, sacrifices his beloved SON for us yet still how people treated Him?

But suddenly made me realize something, is that love is not an investment, which we seek for return of investment, love is not selfish, and willing to sacrifice for others... I used to think is no problem for me to sacrifice for others, let them be happy and that is enough, but the fact is I'm still an emotional being myself, I've grown weary and empty inside... Then it all comes to me, love thy neighbour as you love yourself...So love yourself first then only you will know how to truly love thy neighbour...

Someone once told me, she said that "Take care of yourself, before you take care of others".

Even 6 area of love been drawn out by GOD...Even loving yourself comes after Him...
1. Love God
2. Love yourself
3. Love your family
4. Love your friends
5. Love your neighbors
6. Love your enemies

So i guess, of course GOD first then learn to love thy self and all will come along on the way...

--------------------The end-------------------

Healer?

2008-09-02T06:05:00.000-07:00

I have two video here, one is a performance of the song "Healer" by mike guglielmucci during a concert...He was on a oxygen tank when performing that song and said that the sole inspiration behind the song was because he was diagnosed with last stage of cancer and believe that Jesus will heal him...Few months later, the world was in shock when the song which has been a great deal of inspiration to the young people across the nation and world turns out to be a complete lie, he was not diagnosed with cancer but the truth is he is in deep addiction of adult pornography...

The second was the press statement released by him in the past week...

Through this incident may not sound any bigger than the pemantang pauh by election, but is has truly impact the world about Christianity...The song itself is nothing wrong, though some may felt betrayed by it but the true course behind the song is still him asking GOD for healing... I believe that, nowadays is really a crucial time for Christian especially Christian leaders...We have seen alot in and out the nation falling short and out of ministry, why? shall continue this in the next posting...haha

1st September 2008

2008-09-01T09:10:00.000-07:00

Hmmm a day to rejoice and give thanks to the Lord or is just another day? Yup, today is my birthday...Erm didn't really celebrate, just slept through the whole afternoon and went to play basketball...Nth special but have truely learned something, don't play basketball under the rain...Now kinda having slight fever plus back and ass pain.....Fell twice while trying to get pass few defender, and erm for every action there is an equal and opposite reaction(Andrew's third law) so now kinda suffering the effect of the fall and rain...haix... Then after the game, went home and have dinner (tradition) with family at mahathan fish market... Nth much but just some bad customer service...Hmmm a birthday without cake and song is a birthday? Yup it is still, just the thought that matters, and the fyi the cake is still in my fridge and din't open yet...haha

p/s: thanks to all of your wishes....oh and lol, snapping out of emo-ness d la.....

Paying tribute to the country...

2008-08-31T21:45:00.000-07:00

Happy 51st independence to Malaysia, my so call motherland from the the day i was born...

Anyway here is a short prayer for the nation that i love....
God, i bless you and praise you for your unconditional love and covering upon this nation for the past 51 years and years to come...Though we were rock by the political tsunami in the last general election, but i believe that it is still in under your control and covering...Lord would you continue to bless this nation and bring peace, love, and salvation into this place...In Jesus mighty name i asked and in pray Amen...

A nobody or a fool?

2008-08-31T21:30:00.000-07:00

Just wonder why? That am i not treating other people the way i should?Felt like what ever i do is just not enough, instead being given the F-off sign and ignorant reply all the time...Why do i even bother?In the end of the day, just something shut into my mouth that is your problem...Maybe I'm just someone to be used in times of need....Hmmm what to expect from, I'm just a nobody or I'm just a fool all along? Hmmm haha playing emo

Sanpping out of emo-ness continue....

2008-08-30T23:35:00.001-07:00

Due to emo-ness, kinda didn't update the blog in detail..So ya here is the part two of the road of snapping out of emo-ness...Hmmm where should i began? Okay, let just start from the movie I've watched for the past week.

Went for wall-E last week on monday with the gang, almost the same people who went to the barbaque except for Judy and Peiying plus Kai Kin..

Hmmm the movie was nice, and quite erm what should i say, two robot fall in love with each other?haha... But overall, the Wall-E is cute....

Then on wednesday night, went to watched The Mummy: Tomb of the Dragon Emperor with mum and my sister...Is been quite a while since we went movie together, just us three...

The movie, erm to me is just okay la, the story line was kinda expected, but the only thing that didn't disappoint me was that the emperor, Jet Li manage to summon his army of clay...Though didn't win but still keep me excited, when will the bad guys win for once?haha

After that movie, sis dropped me off at MCD greenlane as a transition point to Lun's hse for a sleepover. Oh well, haha managed to meet up with some church friends while waiting, and saw some quite "yuck" things happening in the gents toilet..Two guys~ What has happened to the Malaysia Culture?

Hmmm okay, back to the sleep over, went there and watched two movie and played Winning eleven which i kick Lun Xiang's ass over and over again..haha...The two movie are You don't mess with zohan, Forgetting Sara Marshall, think watched Bank Job also but fell asleep half way through...

Overall the movie, hmmm haha got nothing to say about it...Just seeing Lun getting excited over certain part of the movie was mencukupi.....haha sry man

Then on friday erm went out for dinner with the same people again...haha, after thier randomness had got them into my territory "farlim", the later watched two more movie at home...American Gangster and College Road trip...

Bought this movie after being told is nice by the gang, hmmm but felt that would rather download it...

Hmmm, funny movie and all, the price is even more nice just RM3...Consider worth buying la...

Think thats all for my movie madness for the week....Have to wait another 2 more months to get to watch, so long for now....Tata

Snapping out of emo-ness

2008-08-27T06:37:00.001-07:00

As the title of the posting it is, ya m snapping out of it...So ya decided to cheer up my blog with some picture from last week bbq...Cheer:)

The guys

The girls

Victory Dance:)

Something Some.........

Chen Han's Master piece

Kai Kin Drunk...haha

Last but not least........

Poser?...haha

Song of my soul

2008-08-25T06:03:00.000-07:00

All that i want by Planetshakers

Something some

2008-08-24T08:25:00.000-07:00

没什么问题是最大,
问题在于自己如何掌控，
正所谓生活是什么味道自己放调味料，
对每件事看开些，乐观些，自己也会开心些。
一个笑，整个世界会变得更美妙。

Final posting~

2008-08-23T08:16:00.000-07:00

Well this is the last day of the sam break,for the last few days have been out a lot...Movie, dinner and pooling with lun xiang and gang and have a sleep over at his place(probably the last time) and have a bbq just now with the gang that i close with...Oh well, din turn out as what i have expected, as people there said this bbq was a failure, probably am right,I sucks at everything..So ya, sry ya to all of you who attended, and sry for my emo-ness...signing off for now, bye world

Nothing

2008-08-21T08:58:00.000-07:00

Weird for a posting to be named this way huh...Yup, after days of sleepless night, thinking of lots of things, feelings and so...But it all clears up to me now, whats the point of bothering myself with the fear, insecurity inside me...Once again will i surrender all those fear and insecurity, desire i have into your hand...So now will my heart be filled with your everlasting love and NOTHING of the fear and insecurity...Amen

A song for a nobody

2008-08-16T07:30:00.000-07:00

Drive by car

Who's gonna tell you when,
It's too late,
Who's gonna tell you things,
Aren't so great.

You cant go on, thinkin',
Nothings' wrong, but bye,
Who's gonna drive you home,
tonight.?

Who's gonna pick you up,
When You fall?
Who's gonna hang it up,
When you call?

Who's gonna pay attention,
To your dreams?
And who's gonna plug their ears,
When you scream?

You can't go on, thinkin'
Nothings wrong, but bye,
(who's gonna drive you)
(who's gonna drive you)
Who's gonna drive you home, tonight?
(who's gonna drive you home)

(bye baby)
(bye baby)
(bye baby)
(bye baby)

Who's gonna hold you down,
When you shake?
Who's gonna come around,
When you break?

You can't go on, thinkin',
Nothin's wrong, but bye,
(Who's gonna drive you)
(who's gonna drive you)
Who's gonna drive you home, tonight?
(who's gonna drive you home)

Oh, you know you can't go on, thinkin',
Nothin's wrong,
(Who's gonna drive you)
(Who's gonna drive you home)
Who's gonna drive you home, tonight?

(bye baby)
(bye baby)
(bye baby)

Song of my heart

2008-08-15T05:16:00.000-07:00

Crush by David Archuleta

I hang up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibility
that you would ever feel the same way
About me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

[Chorus]
Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away

Has it ever cross you mind
When we're hangin, spending time girl,
Are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever

[Chorus]

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

[Chorus]

Exhausted

2008-08-15T02:38:00.000-07:00

STUPID me one again...I screwed up everything, a week and poof all gone...Am i not trying hard enough, why seems like what ever i do will never be enough...Sometime just wonder why bother trying, I'm just a nobody anyway...

Whats my feeling?

2008-08-11T03:52:00.000-07:00

For the past week ,well just thank God for his blessing and helping me going through...Having to cope with revision and the thing in my heart, was just eating me up..But as i prayed, i see that become more and more numb towards it...No longer bugged when seeing something, but just have the peace in me...Thank you Lord for coming through for me again...Amen

What a day...

2008-08-07T11:41:00.000-07:00

Spend 10 hours outside today with someone, of course studying as the main purpose...But erm have few moments of side tracked today...Ate quite alot, to me is a joy but to someone is urgh....haha...Nothing more to be said, just this for now...so ya Good night world...Sleep well all and enjoy the few days left...

p/s:Don't worry la still so hot, not you know...haha

Song in my heart

2008-08-06T02:36:00.000-07:00

To someone,
It is always a joy to me when i see you smile...

When i see you smile by Bad English

Sometimes i wonder
If I'd ever make it through
Through this world
Without having in you
I just wouldn't have a clue
Cause sometimes it seems
Like this world's closing in on me
And there's no way of breaking free
And then i see you reach for me
Sometimes i wanna give up
Wanna give in
I wanna quit the fight
And then i see you baby
And everything's alright
Everything's alright
When i see you smile
I can face the world
Oh you know i can do anything
When i see you smile
I see a ray of light
Oh i see it shining
Right through the rain
When i see you smile
Baby when i see you smile at me
Oh yeah
Baby there's nothing in this world that could ever do
What the touch of your hand can do
It's like nothing that i ever knew
Hey
And when the rain is falling
I don't feel it
Cause you're here with me now
I wanna ask you baby
It's all i¹ll ever need
All i'll ever need
When i see you smile
I can face the world
Oh you know i can do anything
When i see you smile
I see a ray of light
Oh i see it shining
Right through the rain
When i see you smile baby
Baby when i see you smile at me
Sometimes i wanna give up
I wanna give in
I wanna quit the fight
Then one look at you baby
And everything's alright
Hey everything's alright
It's alright
When i see you smile
I can face the world
Oh you know i can do anything
When i see you smile
I see a ray of light
Oh i see it shining
Right through the rain
Yeah
When i see you smile
Yeah i can face the world
Oh you know i can do anything now
When i see you smile
Oh yeah
Baby when i see you smile
Smile at me

Tatoo or drawing?

2008-08-05T04:58:00.001-07:00

Was walking around library after you know how studies goes...Then saw Janice,Denise, and Nat so went to say hi...Minutes later..Too bored?

Highlight of the day

2008-08-05T03:47:00.000-07:00

Today was having a mood-less day, maybe was the signs that i couldn't bare with it anymore. Yup, was restless to go to college this morning until wanlu called me up. Arrived at 7 i think, then was just not in mood to do anything but just sleep. Hmmm but something reminds me, no matter how mood-less I am, time and tide will wait for no man, and so ya went to library, found a corner and buried myself there. But still nothing seems to work, so i went down to take some fresh air and to relax myself. After quite some time, i recollected myself and went up to study, hmmm then there was a pleasant surprise and excited or an indescribable excitement in the air to see dim sum and a note asking me to cheer up from someone(make a guess)haha...Really was something that make my day.

Towards the afternoon, something just kept bothering me and i have the urge of going for pool then went down to play pool with swen wern...Hmmm was not about the person playing that wanted to highlight on(sry s.wern) haha, though lost to her in 2 straight set, but was not about the winning or losing that matters to me. Is the game that make me realizes something, and sort of redirect my focus on books again...

Song in my head

2008-08-04T11:51:00.000-07:00

The song kept replaying over and over again in my mind~

Say by John Mayer

Take all of your wasted honor
Every little past frustration
Take all your so called problems
Better put 'em in quotations

Say what you need to say (x7)
Say what you need to say...

Walking like a one man army
Fighting with the shadows in your head
Living out the same old moment
Knowing you'd be better off instead

If you could only
Say what you need to say (x7)
Say what you need to say...

Have no fear
For giving in
Have no fear
For giving over
You better know that in the end
It's better to say too much
Then never to say what you need to say again

Even if your hands are shaking
And your faith is broken
Even as the eyes are closing
Do it with a heart wide open... wide...

Say what you need to say (x7)
Say what you need to
Say what you need to
Say what you need to say...

A prayer to GOD above....

2008-08-04T07:05:00.000-07:00

Lord, I'm so worn out, drained out, tired...Need your touch and to rest in your presence. It's aching inside me, feelings that i choose to avoid it for the past few months has not wear off, but only worn me off...I no longer can contain it anymore Lord, would you take away this feelings that I've in me, just can't ignore nor bare with it anymore...love is the last thing i want to deal with right now, i just want to set my goals and foundation right for now...Lord i just commit everything into your hands, trusting that you will have your divine intervention in it, no matter what my heart desire is, i entrust all into your hands and if its your will protect it and bless it for me...Amen

Just need some rest, motivation and assurance...I trust and i trust

A new beginning

2008-08-01T08:50:00.000-07:00

Though is already eight months into the year, oh well its never too late to start this... So here am i and finally can cross off "starting my own blog" from the year 08 list of things to do... Started a blog before this but never was committed to it, sorry for the previous one which have fallen in my journey of life.. Oh well with a new beginning, let me briefly introduce myself, with all the WH question.

Who am i?
Just someone created by the almighty by the name of ANDREW.

Where do this ANDREW live?
Somewhere at the heart of Penang, Farlim...So ya i'm a Farlim boy.

What do this Farlim boy do for fun?
Couple of things, from fun stuff to stupid stuff and then finally serious stuff...Fun stuff??Floorball, music..Stupid stuff?Saying swt stuff...Serious stuff?Studying,reading(betul ke?)...haha

When is his birthday?
Well, almost a merdeka baby...But was born 20 minutes after 00.00, too bad...

Which was the most memorable moment in life?
Sounds weird, but was my Church Youth camp...Experienced something that words can't describe it.

How was life treating me so far?
So far so good, but am going through ups and downs for the past weeks, months, mostly emotionally and spiritually ...Still am struggling, but are blessed to have GOD, family and friends with me all times.

So ya hopefully this is brief enough....haha erm the site is still currently under construction, so don't mind its ugliness, will not be long though.